We decided to start writing a blog about our love, how we met, how we intend to share our lives etc etc. I thought my first post would be this minute by minute account of our first four days in Mumbai which really made us fall in love with each other, Trilce probably being aware of her feelings, me being a little blind. But I don't seem to finish this 'lovelogue in Mumbai'. So what the heck. I have decided to write anything and everything I feel and experience when I am thinking about my love, when I am talking with her, when I am missing her. So here's my first post.
It's kinda strange methinks how this whole love thing happened to me. Before I met Trilce, I saw myself as a free, uninhibited(?) person who dreamed of wild solo adventures. I really honestly didn't think that I seriously would commit myself to someone. Not that I am not free or I can't dream of my adventures now. I still am as free as I was before meeting my love and I have new dreams of sharing my adventures with her and sharing hers. What has changed though is that I used to mock the concepts of being 'settled down', of having and raising a family, of doing routine things that come with such a life. For some strange reason I now seem to want to lead a simple life (even if it means giving up some of my dangerously adventurous dreams) with my love. She sometimes talks about having kids. She loves kids. And I would love to raise a family with her too. But today out of the blue, while watching a scene from a movie, for a fleeting moment I had a feeling which I am at loss of words to describe. I REALLY want to have kids with her. I mean, most of the time when Trilce talks about having kids, I say yes and I mean it. Not that I lie about it, but today I really felt it. Just about a little over than a year before, I would have brushed such thoughts as being too mushy. But I felt like writing about it.
Love, are you listening? Te amo!!
It's kinda strange methinks how this whole love thing happened to me. Before I met Trilce, I saw myself as a free, uninhibited(?) person who dreamed of wild solo adventures. I really honestly didn't think that I seriously would commit myself to someone. Not that I am not free or I can't dream of my adventures now. I still am as free as I was before meeting my love and I have new dreams of sharing my adventures with her and sharing hers. What has changed though is that I used to mock the concepts of being 'settled down', of having and raising a family, of doing routine things that come with such a life. For some strange reason I now seem to want to lead a simple life (even if it means giving up some of my dangerously adventurous dreams) with my love. She sometimes talks about having kids. She loves kids. And I would love to raise a family with her too. But today out of the blue, while watching a scene from a movie, for a fleeting moment I had a feeling which I am at loss of words to describe. I REALLY want to have kids with her. I mean, most of the time when Trilce talks about having kids, I say yes and I mean it. Not that I lie about it, but today I really felt it. Just about a little over than a year before, I would have brushed such thoughts as being too mushy. But I felt like writing about it.
Love, are you listening? Te amo!!
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